Lamar Odom wants us to know that he is currently drug free and free from his porn addiction.
The former NBA star took to Instagram and dropped an emotional post about his past relationship with Sabrina Parr.
Lamar Odom and Sabrina Parr boasted about their romance constantly on social media and it almost led them down the aisle to being married. However, the relationship was fraught with issues and when it crumbled, Odom and Parr engaged in a scathing war of words on social media.
Odom decided to pen a message amid the anniversary of when he left Parr.
Lamar Odom begins post with: “A year ago yesterday I left my ex fiance’ at the W Hotel in Atlanta without notice. When she realized I was gone back to my home in San Diego she was livid. I received over 250 calls and text messages over the course of last December from her wanting to fix us. We were toxic. Independently and collectively.”
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“Leaving broke my heart but saved my soul. The relationship was abusive.
“Many times I wanted to go back because-the dysfunction in me was addicted to the abuse. The addict in me hated being alone, the man in me wanted a pretty face to wake up to, it was hard. Late nights and early mornings alone wears on a brother. I sought solace in marijuana and a slew of random women, not loving any of them, not really wanting to be with any of them, but it beat being lonely.”
“One day, my soul opened up, light bulb went off and I wanted and needed to change for ME! My team had worked hard to get me a fresh start. I had to honor that”
“Today, I am free. Drug free. Marijuana free. Relationship free. I am rebuilding a relationship with myself. With my family. I am focused on my faith. My growth. My brand. I am a legend. I own that. I am a recovering addict. I own that too.”
“Stand in your truth. Do not believe everything you read. Luckily my team keeps record of EVERYTHING so I am reminded of how far I have come. I have not arrived yet. I will not let troubled exes from my past haunt me. I will stand in my truth. I owe that to myself and whomever God places next in my life.”
